It’s enough already. It’s enough of being second choice (being last choice?). It’s enough of feeling like I’m not good enough; like what I can offer isn’t good enough. Finally I had someone in my life that made me feel like I was worth something. As soon as I don’t go as far as he wants me to go, it’s Ditchville for me. Fuck this, why do I even try? All I do is get my hopes up. I open the door to my heart and people take that as invitation to fuck with it. Is it too much to ask for someone who will honestly like being with me, holding me and not expecting a reward for it? It’s enough already.
